I am sorry, everyone.

I admitted that I've been played around. I am not being so serious and kinda lazy, And now, I know.


I miss all of you :)
like what this girl said, could it be that I've been far away from HIM. maybe HE miss the tears in the 1/3 of night. umi always reminded me to do qiamullail or less enough a tahjjud pray at night. but this girl always 'tidur mati' & rarely wake up in the night to do that. I'm sorry, mum. I'll try my best to get up~

have to accept the pain. I'll struggle my best :)